Thursday, January 28, 2010 ♥ 3:20 PM

I'm just so speechless after what he have done.
And i need to blog about something.



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People don't understand how i really wish to meet you.
I attend every event with hope to see you. But you never show up.
I cry for you. i'm happy for you. But you never know when i'm happy i'm still thinking of you.
I play your song and i cry remembering bout you. It really hurt deep inside.
I told my friends about you when i'm upset. But they don't really feel what i feel.
I told my sister about you when i'm upset. She never know how i'm hurting because of you.
My friends and sisters always say to stop loving you. Because you and me never be happen.
But i trust to myself that i can be with you. I like you like i never do.
I love you till the end.i forget what everyone said that you will never be with me.
Everyone always say to stop loving you because you always make me cry.
But i never hear to them even a word.
I dream of you and i hope it's reality but when i woke up, it's just a dream. I feel sad.
I blog this with your favourite song background music.
I wrote everything from deep inside my heart.
I just can't explain how i really love you.
How i really wish you can be by my side someday .
How i really wish you're the only one knows about my feelings.
How i really wish you're the only one who cares about me.
How i really wish you just love me like you never do.

All i need is to win your heart babe. That's it

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KISS THE RAIN-YIRUMA

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain



Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ♥ 2:18 PM

yeah as what i wrote on the title. that's the reason i'm here..i feel to blog but not to upload picture
but i would like to post link of picture AGAIN. i know i did it again ! i'm sorry it's just i'm so fed up to wait for the picture is uploading..loading...loading....loading.. That COW ! But if i got a lot of free time to upload this picture i might be pleasure to upload it here..but for now i'll just post up the link :) Click here ENJOYY !! HAHA. i know that was so a quick update..HAHA..awwhh yeah, anyway thats the picture during the L.0ne & the magabu &the white shoes Gigs at JP last saturday night (23.01.2010) so YEAH. KTHANKSBYE.


Saturday, January 2, 2010 ♥ 4:05 PM

ANYwayss.. HEHE lots of new post going on here. Yesterday i went out with my parents and i woke up early in the morning..usually i woke up in the afternoon..nyeh~ so my mom wakes me up and brought me out.we went breakfast at gadong then went to bandar finding for my school tudong..and yeah i got 1. Then we went to kiulap mom bought new freezer then went to hua ho b'cos dad searching a speaker with mic since mom's birthday just in 5 days more and we're gonna celebrate it for 7 days more. yeah my mom birthday on the 7th of january and we're gonna celebrating on the 9th of january. after testing mic and everything.since it's late for us to go home because friday prayer just in a minute so dad left us * mom and me * at SKH and dad went to the mosque.i'm searching for green dress for the birthday event b'cause the theme is green. and yes i got 1 . the actually price of the dress was $92.60 and i got few discount. i saw a great shades there too but i don't have money left out. Gahh just because of the dress , i lost 100 bucks? :/ *kj and i also bought a brand new leggings. HEHE. so then i accompanied mom upstairs searching for mic and speaker atu lagii..and yeah we got it. it cost $174. heish for me it's useless spending money for mic and speaker. i rather go shopping with that moneyhh~ oh yeah mayb during the event i'm gonna sing a song..yepee.. lav it ! i'm happy baby. HAHA

OKAY till the , xx


3:13 PM


I dont know why i dont blog lately. i'm sort of busy enjoying my holiday i think. naah~ oh yeah b'cos i'm busy with my cafeworld on facebook..nyehehe..so yeah..do check it out LINK

HOKAY ! so on my holiday i went for my vacation,shopping,event and everything.
i went to Kota kinabalu on 11th of december i think..i dont remember th date but it's something like the first or second week of december. for picture of Day 1 [click here] , Day 2 [click here] and Day 3 [click here] i'm lazy to upload de picture here so just take a look from my brother's facebook or click the link i gave up there ^^

Next my neighbour a.k.a cousin's wedding on th 18th i think.entah eh *malas ku kn me recall . we have fun . Wedding day [click here] for picture and [click here] for ambil-ambilan

Next on december 26 morning we went to mirayy *Miri* then got back brunei around 7+ when we arrived brunei straight away went to holiday lodge hotel for the ARTLY DESIGN FASHION SHOW babay. i admit it was awesome. all the dress that artly design was so fabulous. the theme was black and pink. my god it was so great. OKAY for this topic i'm not gonna just put it on the link but i'll post the picture..HAHA i told you i'm excited.haha


awesome. HAHA mana inda b'cos i'm a fan of him (ashraff rannil ) xD
This picture suppose to be below but i want it to be the first HOYAH !


First round fashion show CASUAL

Putri norizah
second round fashion show lolita glam
feez madea
ashraff and putri :)
me, artly rahman and adie
yeah this is the owner of artly design that is artly rahman* i've mention diatas though
us with feez madea
kamaliah edros as the model *ashraff rannil's sister
xD
us with Qeez. one of the performance.

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For more picture [click here] ENJOY


sch. will be re-open on two days..nyeh~ i'm still not ready for school because when the sch. re-open i'm gonna miss my holiday full with shopping since lately i went out jalan and shopping EVERYDAY . morning to midnight :/ and now when the sch. re-open i need to focus on my subject because i'm now facing the o-level exam. BAHAHA. and also it will always comes with fully schedule of tuition. :s